table of contents

  1. the life series
    1. third life
      1. not yet your time
      2. reluctant to fall, eager to rise
      3. red spring
      4. y'all stay safe
      5. change is in order
    2. last life
      1. it's been 94 days...
      2. traverse each route
      3. FOR REN
      4. a demonstration is in order
      5. quite the demonstration
      6. sever ties
      7. they're all gone
      8. this will not stand
      9. target ichi
      10. more of a listener
    3. limited life
      1. unguided hand
      2. canary call
      3. out of time
        1. none of these niceties
        2. countdown
        3. fragmented
    4. secret life
      1. hound of hell
      2. are you waiting for lore?
  2. into the datastream
    1. rats
      1. DEPARTING THE RATS WORLD
    2. pirates
      1. A HEATED EXCHANGE
      2. flashback

the life series

third life

not yet your time

The One Where They All Fight - 37:05

????: It is not yet your time
????: Green one..

reluctant to fall, eager to rise

He Must Fall - 27:35

????: Reluctant to fall
????: Eager to rise
????: Answer our call
????: When next
????: you rest your eyes..

red spring

The Hand - 37:41

????: After every winter
????: There comes a spring
????: The banners burn
????: The songbirds sing
????: Vanquish them all
????: Then ally with none
????: This is our call
????: Our will, be done

Now it's on.

notes

notes from cc!martyn's last life lore q&a stream

so, the premise of this was that i wanted to use this as an opportunity to betray ren if possible.

so, the way i saw it going down was that if it was me and ren and maybe like, two other people, maybe three other people
then it w– i would basically betray ren at some point, stick a knife in his back, kill him off,

and then when he died, i would type in the chat, "winter is over, spring has begun",
and basically saying like, red spring had started, and that was gonna be, like, my, really, like, big finale, betrayal, this that and the other

but as you probably know, there was a bit of a bloodbath last season, um, and it meant that i never got to... i never got to enact that.


and again! so, basically, "vanquish them all, ally with none" basically meant, uhh, get rid of anybody in the red army, and then don't ally with the new people, like, you are on a one man mission.

and this "ally with none" comes back in in the teaser for last life, which you'll see in a moment

y'all stay safe

The Hand - 50:07

So I guess sometimes
that's just how it goes..

You fight
You fall
You get back up again

But there's only so much strength
one man can muster
Until he can't get up no more..

But a lot of times
it's not even about the fight
It's about the preparaton,
the journey,
the friends
and, the TNT..

So y'all just remember
when you close your eyes tonight
Did you fight today?

If you didn't,
you sure as hell better tomorrow!
Don't got no reason?
Then lend that strength
to someone else..

Be kind to one another
Have fun
And until we next meet
Y'all stay safe

notes

notes from cc!martyn's last life lore q&a stream

by the way, this whole segment here, this whole, bloody, falling down thing
didn't really know how to end the episode, honestly, and it was– th– most of that was just improv. [laughs]

i just sorta turned the mic on and was like, "let's see what i say" [laughs]
i put the voice effect on and i was like, yknow, "y'all best be ready for this", and just like. just said whatever came to mind?

change is in order

The Hand - 51:12

????: We are not pleased...
????: Change is in order
????: Our will be DONE!

notes

notes from cc!martyn's last life lore q&a stream

????: We are not pleased...

so, of course, they're... they're not happy, basically.

and you're gonna learn exactly why they're not happy, when we get to the end of today's episode of last life (episode 9)

because, what they seek from this entire series is something quite specific


????: Change is in order

so, "change is in order"
we actually had a discussion straight after the final session of third life,
and grian pitched to us then the concept of the boogeyman.
so i was already genuinely able to trickle in the boogeyman hints during this.
so it was like a really really really long send on that concept

last life

it's been 94 days...

a tweet by martyn with the caption "It's been 94 days..." on september 10 2021 with a video attached. i can't find the original tweet, but here's where martyn goes over it on stream

????: Long have we waited..
????: A hunger grows..
????: Surpass them all..
????: Take friends for foes..
????: Live not for others..
????: Invest in one..
????: For if they fall
????: Ere will be done!

first letter of each line spells out "LAST LIFE"

traverse each route

It's All Happening TWO Fast! - 33:33

????: Sacrifice those that landed
????: Lessons acknowledged
????: Can claim flags
????: among ashes..
????: Help another
????: Never doubt
????: When in need
????: Traverse each route

first four lines spell out "shadow clans". take the first letter of the first word, second letter of the second word, and so on. if you run out of letters in a word, go back to the first letter.

last four lines spell out "hand" and "winter". take the first letter of each word.

Pa'harting Ways... - 24:05

????: Tell a lie..
????: Sow the seed
????: Undermine
????: Know and free
????: It must be done!

first letter of each line spells out "tsuki", which means moon in japanese (月), which is what the shadow is associated with. 月 is also on the back of the shadow robes

FOR REN

The Trial Of Timmy - 2:10

????: FORGET THE RULES!
????: THE OPPORTUNITY
????: RETRIEVE IT NOW!
????: THE REST WILL AGREE
????: END THIS BETRAYAL
????: DO NOT LET HIM ESCAPE!!!

text spells out "FOR REN". alternate between the first and second word in each line and take that word's first letter.

a demonstration is in order

The Trial Of Timmy - 44:06

????: Why do you linger so?
????: You wish to join
????: the Shadow?

A DEMONSTRATION IS IN ORDER
LIGHTS EXTINGUISH
BEGIN THE SLAUGHTER
OUR WILL BE DONE

quite the demonstration

Red Light, Green Light - 36:00

????: This is quite
????: The demonstration

sever ties

Wither Without Us - 29:34

3
2
1
You are...

YOUR TIME HAS COME
TO SEVER TIES
FOUR TOWERS BURN
THE LAST ONE DIES
BE SWIFT
AND ENSURE
OUR
WILL
BE
DONE

The Boogeyman.

they're all gone

They're All Gone.. - 1:19

They're all gone
N-NO! NO, NO!
It's your fault
YOU SAID ONLY HE HAD TO DIE!
And you failed!
HE LEFT THOUGH, DIDN'T HE?
It was NOT the way
YEAH? AND WHAT IF I DON'T LIKE YOUR WAY?
Do as we say...
w- W-WHY SHOULD I?
We can bring them back
I DON'T BELIEVE YOU
We tell no lies
f-ff.. f-FINE. FINE!
Heed
Our
Call
Our
Will
Be
DONE

notes

notes from cc!martyn's last life lore q&a stream

They're all gone
N-NO! NO, NO!
It's your fault

so at this point, you would probably watch it and think that it's basically because of my lack of action, or my failed actions, that they're all gone.

but actually, that's quite unfair of the shadow to do to c!martyn because
i haven't been given any power, i haven't been given the boogeyman status at all

i mean, i guess i could've fought a bit more, for like, yknow, timmy, and mumbo?
like i could've finally done the thing where i gave mumbo a life so he didn't go out the series and stuff like that, but, yknow, in the moment just didn't do it

YOU SAID ONLY HE HAD TO DIE!
And you failed!

so then that's basically saying i failed at killing grian when i was given the chance

HE LEFT THOUGH, DIDN'T HE?
It was NOT the way

so basically, my character's being like, "well, as much as i didn't kill grian, at least i got him out the southernlands, like, it's our place now"
and... yeah, the shadow's just not vibing with that.

YEAH? AND WHAT IF I DON'T LIKE YOUR WAY?
Do as we say...
w- W-WHY SHOULD I?

so at this point, c!martyn's like, just completely exasperated. like, everybody that he's started with, everybody that he cared about, anybody that he AHAed with, is like...
yknow what i mean? like, just, is gone.
like, "why should i do anything the shadow says? i've followed everything it's said so far...–" nothing's working out!

We can bring them back

and then there's the clincher. [laughs] there's the, there's the reel ya back in!
"you've lost everything, we can give it you back."
it's... it's a big offer!

i should also note that there's a degree of resentment from the shadow towards grian, at this point.
and obviously, to the audience, they don't know why just yet
but through the boogeyman action, and then the grilling in episode 8, it's made it very apparent that the shadow isn't in good standing with grian, yknow what i mean?
so basically, at this point, i'm already sprinkling in some reason as to why grian isn't in good standing with the shadow and stuff

and then, of course, there's the promise of bringing back all the people that c!martyn cares about

this will not stand

They're All Gone.. - 15:08

????: HE REFUSES TO PARTICIPATE?
????: HE MOCKS US...
????: THIS WILL NOT STAND!

notes

notes from cc!martyn's last life lore q&a stream

and then of course, we learn later in the session that scott is the boogeyman but scott also is abstaining from actually participating as the boogeyman
which the shadow does not like at all, the shadow is pissed

so obviously the shadow is pretty pissed at scott because scott's not playing ball. scott's not doing what everybody else has done in the series and deciding to actually enact all of the boogey wishes, if you will

target ichi

They're All Gone.. - 28:58

????: TAKEN FOR FOOLS
????: WE ARE NEVER
????: MAKE RED THE SEA
????: AND WORK TOGETHER
????: PROVIDE THE MEANS
????: FEAR NOT THE BLAST
????: FOR IF HE CHOOSES
????: THE TEST IS PASSED

some of the letters here flicker into galactic (which are simply written in galactic in this transcription), and they spell out "TARGET ICHI", with "ichi" meaning "one" in japanese

notes

notes from cc!martyn's last life lore q&a stream

so, later on in the session; me acting on behalf of the shadow, decides to give scott– it's basically a test, it's a test for scott.

if scott passes the test, if he blows up this crystal, then he goes back into good standings with the shadow.

but somebody actually made a really good comparison that me and scott were basically running polar opposite narratives
i was running full dark and he was running full light, which is why this moment is so much more poignant

more of a listener

The End - 34:27

oh my god.
ohh, my god
just, gimme- that was too much.
just gimme a- gimme a second... to get my... breath back...
deep breaths... ohh my god. i feel- so lightheaded-

oh my god...-
it's all... it's all just- it's all just dark...
that means, ʌhʌh, does that mean-?
hʌh, oh my god, did- did we win?

Oh the irony
To be undone
by the one
you were tasked
to destroy

Even given the tools
you couldn't do it
leaving only the Hound standing
would have sufficed

...i'm sorry, but... hh-who are you, exactly?

The nerve...

You know not our name
but we have communed

wh-wait, you're- you're you.
what about all the rhyming?

Rhyming?
No
Not for you

We will speak plainly now
so your feeble mind
can comprehend us

Plus,
there's nobody around
to hear now anyway

feeble?

Yes
Quite

You must understand
why it is you failed us
TWICE

and thus
you're making your way
in to the light
as we speak

hold on- i don't-
wait a minute,
you said, "you and your allies will see the end"
you said i could bring them all
impulse, jimmy, mumbo, me.
you said we'd all join you in the end.

You misunderstand

ah, n-n-n-n-no!
you told me that if i did everything you said
that there would be a place for us.

there was no stronghold,
there was no portal,
so you couldn't've meant that end...

And so...?

unless...

He's learning

...

you just meant the end of days, didn't you?

the end. done deal. yeah, cheers buddy! thanks for living!
one last stand, knowing that full well we'd either run out of food, or patience eventually,

and then what? we just kill one another? is that it?

Amusing
Is it not?

We had a taste before
Back in the winter

It wasn't enough!

There was something..
missing

The adrenaline of war
softens the fear of men

Their souls don't ring
with the colour of panic
and confusion
as they try to
understand
what's happening
moments before their demise

It's DELICIOUS

Our hunger grew
those months

We waited
and then all it took
was a simple

3

2

1

and you all obliged

Bar one...

...you mean scott?

His will to live
was too strong

His flame
burned too bright

Now look what's happened

i'm starting to feel... really sleepy...

Its grasp is getting stronger

oh my god...

just... tell me one thing, before i go
why were you so set on grian?

Hmph...
HIM

He was never meant to be there
He was only ever meant to watch

...i don't understand..

You wouldn't

You're more of a
Listener

You don't comprehend

please... just explain it to me

No
We don't think we will

limited life

unguided hand

TIME THAT IS OWED - 20:08

every grain that passes
comes to rest

a pillar built
another test

these fickle feuds
unguided hand

forever moulding
in the sands

the thrill to kill
the fleeting gill

all washed ashore
to settle still

a single day
and then
it's gone

doomed to repeat
our will be done

canary call

SETTING TRAPS IS A REAL PANE - 13:45

SolidarityGaming ran out of time!

PAUSE, UNPAUSE
WE PARALYZE

A VACANT STARE
FOR WANDERING EYES

CANARY CALL
THE FIRST TO FALL

FOREVER CAGED
IN DIFFERENT WALLS

ECHOES RING
FOR BRIEF EXCHANGE

DISRUPTIONS BY
THE ONES ESTRANGED

TREAD CAREFUL SOUND
FOR IF WE MET
OUR GAZE WOULD BRING
UNTIMELY DEAF

out of time

none of these niceties

OUT OF TIME - 33:29

nah, i don't wanna play this silly game.

Smajor1995 ran out of time!

i wanna do it this way. i wanna do it exactly this way!
WOAHHH, WOAH, WOAH, WHAT?
it doesn't matter if you're a mean gill, or a bad boy,
WHAT? NO–

impulseSV ran out of time!

or a neighbour or a clocker!
you're ALL going down,
NONE of these niceties,
this is a DEATH MATCH for a REASON.

ooohhhh, that feels gooodd
TIME IS DELICIOUS, HAHAHAHAAHA!

countdown

OUT OF TIME - 33:55

10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1

InTheLittleWood ran out of time!

fragmented

OUT OF TIME - 34:32

there are some who watch
we are those who listen

not yet free
still you flee
from a weighted decision

in each peace
lies a piece
that makes up
the whole

woven the fragments
that make up a soul


FRAGMENT PROTECTED

secret life

hound of hell

HUNTERS BECOME THE HUNTED - 45:31

these idiots are just laughing.

laughing

they've absolutely no idea... what they've just unleashed.

none at all

the hound of hell is coming.

for you

there will be no bark.

only BITE!

are you waiting for lore?

THE ONLY WAY IS UP - 16:55

yes i'm transcripting this. i find it funny :>

I MEAN
WHAT ARE YOU
STILL DOING HERE?

ARE YOU WAITING FOR LORE?

*SNORT*
YOU'RE NOT GETTIN' IT

into the datastream

rats

DEPARTING THE RATS WORLD

DEPARTING THE RATS WORLD

alright sequencer, let's go to diary.
oh! oh owwie zowwie [laughs] gonna keep that one from garbage rat, uhhh
it really has been a few months, huh?
alright, uh, let's make a note of everything we saw in there
SEEQ, new entry please

world type.. uh, i guess just put "rats" for now? never been a nonhuman before, so i doubt we're gonna have another clash anytime soon
but it was a new challenge, and yknow what, i enjoyed it. as much as it was an effort to climb up onto like, say, the bottom shelf [laughs a bit], of a cabinet, being able to like sneak through the walls and slide under sofas? it was pretty fun!

loot count for this world was just one, although- definitely pop an extra note that this one was huge! this was like two or three times bigger than the usual shards... probably explain why the rift was so massive, too
this was definitely the first time as well that a loot shard has altered the terrain around it—not only did it make that weird cavern and tunnel, but it actually threw up a mirage wall, so i couldn't even find it the first time.

additional notes... i mean i guess the only thing i really wanna note down is the name rusty.
they seem really privy to world hopping, and happy to share than information, even with the NPCs which... is pretty dangerous. is he on our side? or theirs?
aside from rusty's claims to have world hopped, the only person i actually saw do it, with my own eyes, was that little blue moth, sneeg.
i did kick krow in as an experiment to see what would happen if an NPC dropped in there, but... i think our theory was right. unless an NPC's been awakened, they're confined to the world, as well as its ruleset. i bet doc's gonna be smug that he was right about that as well

oh! speak of the devil, [laughs], and he shall appear!
uh, a new rift, due south of my platform, and it's "unlike anything i've".. "ever seen", "before"...
oh... well that can't be good
alright SEEQ, show me the way

pirates

A HEATED EXCHANGE

A HEATED EXCHANGE - 1:14:49

this is... not like anything i've ever encountered before..

(sees loot shard) [gasps]
WE FOUND IT!
oh my god, yes!
doc! doc, we got it!

oh my god, but i-.. i've got no way of getting rid of it

doc? if you've been ghosting me this whole time, if you were just letting me have fun, like before..!
then..- ə-d- now's the time!
we've found the shard, we destroy it, we get out of here!

DOC?
SEEQ?!

... [sighs]

what the hell am i supposed to do?

...i have this (sunset stone), but i-.. i'm so new to it, i don't know how to use it..

[sighs]
i'm gonna have to call him, aren't i?
i'm gonna have to call.. sun god.

right, fine. i'll do it.
[sighs]
oh, sgggggg!

hello!
ohp-! oh my god, that was-.. faster than i anticipated [laughs] you took me a bit by surprise, there, d- i'm not gonna lie, that was, umm.. awfully creepy!

w- what're you holding?
n- nothing? (puts away sunset stone)
um-

oh, o- okay..

random question..
well, this looks a little creepy. (the loot shard)
yeah, d- do you know what that is?
mmmno, but i-i can tell thattt uhh it shouldn't belong here...
where's... what happened to this place..? this place used to be full of lava..

yyyeah, and it seems tooo... [laughs a bit] it seems to be filled with other things, now

um-! i don't wanna go into it too much, because...
mhm?

(muted) frankly, i don't wanna awaken him. that's not gonna work.

um-.. i need your help, i think.
okay?
i need to get rid of this thing. but..
this thing?
yeahh, i d-.. all i'm gonna say is that i'm somewhat familiar with them. you know this whole time i've been looking for this one piece of treasure..
oh, yeahhh
you're l-
i remember, you- kinda searched everywhere, for something
yep
you never told me what it was, though.
and, frustratingly, it was... əhəh, on my doorstep the whole time.

so... ɪ- i don't think i can get rid of this on my own. i... the on- the strongest thing i have in my arsenal... (takes out sunset stone) is-.. the.. sunset.. stone...
..you have my stone?
y-yes..?
do you know how many stars i had to sacrifice to even have a form
[laughs nervously]
—because of that thing? not longer? being around? (?? idk this was a bit hard to caption)
b- i- d- i-i- couldn't deal with-!.. just being mortal, i needed a little something extra to,, t-to try and find this thing!

...i only borrowed it for a little while!
...i thought better of you, martyn.
ah, that's your mistake, you should never think great of me
[laughing a bit] i'll be honest with you, i'm a piece of work
um-...

i don't know what to do with th-ɪ- if you want it back, (throws sunset stone to sg) you can have it..

i-i-i-.. i don't know if that will work, i need- basically, an overwhelming amount of power to hopefully.. just- ð-ð- destroy it.

i've been trying to find it and i've been calling it a treasure, but.. i actually need it gone. i need you to just, annihilate that thing.

i- i-i can definitely do that... um...
ɛhɛh?
but there's going to be a consequence...
i...

oh god.
i kinda need to use... all of my power, to get rid of this. um.. including all the power of the stone. um...
wait, when you- when you say "all your power", you mean.. like, you'll just be a bit knackered afterwards.

(loot shard despawns. blooper)

yeah, i-i'm- i'm gonna have to basically slumber, for a bit, just-
(martyn notices the loot shard is gone and spyglasses in on it)
have a sunset, yknow
h, w- wait, pause, pause [laughs a bit]
oh
stone vanished [laughs]
look away, look away, look away
həh- həh- (switches to loading screen) loading [laughs a bit] loading
annnnndʌ.. [laughs]
we'll rewind to uhh, what was i gonna say, uhhh, alright (switches back to game)

(blooper ends)

so- wait, hold on, so- using all your power, you just mean like.. y-y- like, you'll be fine afterwards, right? you just.. will be a bit exhausted.

i- i- i'm-... i'm- i'm gonna have to- go away for a bit, um..
you're gonna die?
it's gonna use-
nno,

oh
no, i can't die, i am the sun
[laughs a bit]
but...
okay, sure

i'm- i'm gonna have to... basically, uh,, not be around, for... let's sayyy,, two hundred years three hundred years maybe four?
oh, jesus...

but.. that's okay! i- yknow, i come and go.. when uh, pirates need me, it's- it's quite.. fun, to see what.. changes, humans have made over the.. the years, which is, [laughs a bit], surprisingly, not a lot. um-
oh, what, we're just always- in a pattern, a cycle?
yeah, i mean, i'm pretty sure i must've done this at least once. um, i don't remember, but.
oh...
yeah. umm..

would you- would you be willing to do that for me? all i can is that... it is in... everyone's interest, to do this. everyone, everything, every-.. wisp of wind, every- lava bubble that pops- ə- all of it.

i am here to help every pirate.
...
then...

i will do this,
i need you to help me get rid of that.

will you look after the pirates while i'm gone?
...
(muted) crossing my fingers behind my back
i will.
okay.

alright, stand back. this is, uh. going to be quite explosive, um, quite warm
oh..
and, uh, y- you might feel a little tingle
am i back far enough, or..?
yeah, yeah, i think so. alright. ready?
i- i guess?
alright. here goes nothing!

(big fire/leaf particle explosion + camera starts shaking)
...wait-
(crumbling noises)

what was tha-
SU- SUN GOD!
SG, I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONNA LET ME GET OUT BEFORE YOU DO ANY OF THIS!
IT MIGHT TAKE YOU OUT, BUT I DON'T WANNA GET TAKEN OUT WITH YOU!
SG, WHERE AM I SUPPOSED TO GO- I-
(screen fades to black)
I'M TRYING TO ESCAPE, BUT THERE'S NO TIME!
SUN GOD?!
(eruption noise)
WOOOOAHHHHHHHH (just imagining cc!martyn doing this noise is funny to me)

(wind noises)

(game fades back in; martyn is a good few hundred blocks above the ocean outside the main docks of the faction island, falling, much like he was when he first came into this world)

WOOOAHHHHH MY GOD NO NOT AGAINNNN-
(martyn lands in the water)
(swims back up)
(breaks surface) [coughs]

oh, my god- what is it with, this world and- j- throwing me into the middle of the ocean?
first doc, now you

doc?!

The sun... sets..

...

doc?

oh my god...

i really hope that was enough, to- cause a ruckus.
surely that's caused a- a- a bug report, a flag, a glitch, just- something..
for doc to figure out where i am

...

did they get- did they get to him?..

(climbs up ladder onto dock)

did chest find him?..

...

doc...

whe- where are you?...

...i can't stay here, forever..
i can't just be left in this world, like, it's-...

...

...this can't be it..

flashback

clip 1 + clip 2

transcript

so i didn't really know what to expect when doc was saying that this was unlike anything he'd seen before, i thought.. (laughing a bit) maybe he's just out of touch and doesn't know what a moba is.

but then i never expected to see...

that thing..

it was huge.
and i'd never seen a portal take shape before.
i pulled out seeq to call doc, and then all of a sudden?..

on screen text

So I didn't really know what to expect
when Doc was saying that
this was unlike anything
he'd seen before..
I thought
maybe he's just out of touch
and doesn't know what a MOBA is

but I never expected to see...

That thing...
It was huge
And I'd never seen a portal
take shape before
I pulled out SEEQ to call Doc
and then all of a sudden..